The countdown to leaving now reads approximately 7 months. Whether or not i will go depends wholly on my applications which are still not done. Yes my deadline is 20 days away. No i don’t have everything ready.
I would be a lot more efficient with a routine and more importantly if i could follow a routine but i really just don’t have the will to. Shit excuse i know.
I can’t imagine being half a world away from my family and friends. My brother is the closest person in my life. My family goes on vacation twice a year, nothing fancy, usually lasting only two days but its the nicest thing. Would that still happen, just without me around? I have two best friends, would they find other best friends in their new universities? Will I find new ones? I don’t want new friends to ever be as close as as my primary best friend now, way too much vulnerability. I wanna be the teachers pet, stays at home all day nerd. Sounds perfect for me.
Out of context here but aren’t Dan and Phil absolutely amazing?